05th August, 2015.
So! A long time I guess! It is times like this when I have
this urge to imitate a ridiculous Hindi dialogue from an equally ridiculous
movie like, swagat nahi karoge
humara? Alright, alright! I admit
that it sounds stupid. How about I imitate Marlon Brando from Julius Caesar?
“Friends! Romans! Countrymen…!” No? Well! (Well atleast you can rejoice that I
am not dead!)
So, I assume there’s a lot to catch up huh? Let’s start from
the beginning!
There are a string of good news and strings of not so good
news. I won’t say bad news because my definition of bad is slightly different
from what people actually have for that particular word.
From my last blog it was evident that I was engaged in some
examinations and exhaustive as they were, I am glad to inform you, my readers
(if any left) they proved to be good. For one reason, I did crack the entrance
for BHU, was called for admission, but never went. Why? Well I leave that to
everyone else’s deduction.
The last few weeks have been really a roller coaster
journey. Tiring and arduous, sometimes with a bit of frustrated dilemmas and
unnecessary repetitions. Running here and there, an awful lot of running I
assure you! Sometimes I had this feeling that I shall just sit on the road and
ask for a lift to home, but at last, it’s over now.
I am admitted in Ambedkar University for the Masters course
in history, although I was asked to opt journalism by many. Like it’s mandatory
in India to be a journalist after completing your B.A degree. Well, my answer
was the same and it remains unaltered! I am not gonna do journalism because I
am not stupid. I never wanted to do it and there is no way in hell that I am
gonna do it now! It was a fantastic feeling although, to call up my friends and
informing them. Especially Trisha and Doc. I didn’t call Dishant first, I
called them! So yeah! They were happy! And if they are happy, so am I!
Oh and by being happy, it reminds me, I never had been so
damn happy like I was three days ago when doc called about something! Oh well,
her life is turning a new leaf, for her, the skies will be bluer than they are,
the raindrops will be tasting like the sweetest honey. You get the image; it
will be romantic and blissful and I hope they do! So doc, if you’re reading
this, my friend, I raise my glass to you! To the days to come and may they be
the greatest of all! You have my best wishes and blessings darling!
On not so good news, on the polar end of doc’s new life, I see
one of the closest friends being deliberate idiots and skillfully morons. Being
a moron really needs a skill you know! And they are in a constant practice to
prove that whatever I try to preach (consciously or unconsciously) is in vain. Love
is not something you can stop feeling after one fine night. It is not like you’ll
just decide that the feeling’s suddenly faded and you say your “official”
goodbyes forever. I hate that kind of stupidity, i become unforgiving. If that’s not real, the love,
then nothing is! Well, I have said enough and I am fed up. Really!
So, there was a lot to catch and I was a bit absent in my
writings. Someone eve reminded me of my letter project and asked me to complete
it. So yeah! Apologies for being shut and I will finish it. And plus, now there
is everything new! New teachers, new ideas, whole lot of new souls and an awful
lot of mental chaos that I am looking forward to. Fantastic! Absolutely
fantastic!
So, to the new world!
ALLONS-Y!
