20th may,2013
last evening,i had one of the greatest evening..well,perhaps because i am grabbing anything that pulls me out of boredom..or perhaps one of my greatest friend visited,which made mother happy...i say greatest friend because,well,i have observed that i am not very good in making friends...not now,right from kindergarten..obviously if you are creepy kid with a kind of an differnt towards natural normal things,people are bound to run away...initially,it didn't bothered me..by the time i was in 11th standard, i was a total loner..there were classmates,but not friends..then came the 1st year of college..and i started realizing the need of friends..and the realization that i have been missing many things..this was the time i came across 'bohemian' a a lady whom i knew for the last 12 years and who became my friend 3 years back only..,who taught me the most important things of life..that we can't be remain isolated and alone from the very basic feelings of joy,sorrow,desolation..initially i did not realized what were these things..it came gradually...and that became the very reason of my present state...i developed an unquenchable thirst for things which didn't mattered or did but very less...and presumably,it is perhaps making me more..human..never anticipated that a gruff pissed person like me can change this much in mere 3 years..thank you bohemian..for everything..for being a good friend..for guiding me out of darkness..introducing me to things which i would have overlooked..and precisely making me.."me"..
last evening,i had one of the greatest evening..well,perhaps because i am grabbing anything that pulls me out of boredom..or perhaps one of my greatest friend visited,which made mother happy...i say greatest friend because,well,i have observed that i am not very good in making friends...not now,right from kindergarten..obviously if you are creepy kid with a kind of an differnt towards natural normal things,people are bound to run away...initially,it didn't bothered me..by the time i was in 11th standard, i was a total loner..there were classmates,but not friends..then came the 1st year of college..and i started realizing the need of friends..and the realization that i have been missing many things..this was the time i came across 'bohemian' a a lady whom i knew for the last 12 years and who became my friend 3 years back only..,who taught me the most important things of life..that we can't be remain isolated and alone from the very basic feelings of joy,sorrow,desolation..initially i did not realized what were these things..it came gradually...and that became the very reason of my present state...i developed an unquenchable thirst for things which didn't mattered or did but very less...and presumably,it is perhaps making me more..human..never anticipated that a gruff pissed person like me can change this much in mere 3 years..thank you bohemian..for everything..for being a good friend..for guiding me out of darkness..introducing me to things which i would have overlooked..and precisely making me.."me"..
