24th June, 2018.
It's quite an interesting notion I have about myself in the purview of human relationship. As I have talked about it many times, one only needs to go back to the older rants on this site, so I don't have to repeat myself again, it is a tedious habit after all.
When I say interesting, sometimes I do find myself in odd and at times extremely tricky situations where I do not know how to approach a certain aspect or whether should I even approach it or not. My past experiences had taught me that mostly it is a gamble, the response that I exert may or may not work as I expect. The question still hangs and at times I have an answer to it, I take the chances.
For example, in the current state of affairs, I am at the liberty to just walk away for good, leaving things as they are and not look back, but at the same time I find this option not only disloyal, it will have far reaching consequences which will bear more harm than good. And although I am not the one who will be affected much, I will be responsible for a lot of things. What I am witnessing is just pathetic by nature and harrowing by design. I can help, maybe I can, the dilemma here is whether I should or should not. Because at the moment both seems to be a bad idea which will multiply in an immense speed. Now maybe I am just taking it lightly because I am not the one in the eye of storm, I know how it feels like and I have an idea as to how will it pan out.
I guess, at this moment, it is better to let the design run its course, let it tire itself out and fall. I can pick the pieces later on.
